Seeking self-improvement and acknowledging one's shortcomings while witnessing a paucity of individuals seeking the same, releases a torrent of negative emotions. Seeing these people being hoisted upon pedestals doesn't induce jealousy, but observing their acceptance as godly role models and leaders of a misinformed following makes geniality virtually impossible.
I'm sick of being sick 'cause I've had it up to here with self-appointed kings of imaginary scenes. Perfection is what you crave. Introspection is what you fear. I'm starting a motto when this pile is something new. The secret's about to end. The difference is right here. Right now. Detour. I will boil. Can't assuage my lack of tact, thinking faster than you can. I'm filling up my head. Endless rows of books ahead. I incorporate the past. It all matters. Understand? stop right there it's my micro war. stop. right. there. my. micro. war. I'm way ahead of you (not the statement of a snob). Can I teach you what i know in a fraction of a day? It's obvious your trapped in your service role. Good job. I will make a proposition: I'll stand unheard/no competition. I won't even count to zero. I don't want to be your hero.
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